EnJoY LiFe...

2007-07-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

ah ha... yoz yoz... i am back... after so long... phew... soo tired...

busy with work, and stuff... went in to malaysia few weeks ago... wa ha... so fun...

hee.... slighty dunno wat to said....

hmm... tok abt things happen few weeks ago ba... well well... last last sunday... wen wen, zi zi and kai ann come house and bake cake.... lol.... so fun... welll first time fail then secxond time only slighty pass but the cream is pass.... yeah.... then i think something not right that's y fail so i went and ask aunty and yes... i really forget things... so hehe... i buy le go home bake again... and well... its sucess.... lol... so happy but its seems like i put too much sugar... the cake is sweet and also the cream its sweet too... but over all its pass... oh ya... its blackforest cake but... sorry i lazy to buy cocoa powder so my cake is not chocolate colour de... haha... oh ya... forget to said... before bake cake i bake biscuits and also cookies... also got make baked rice....

hmm... then thursday, i went back to class le... after 1 yr... i went back... lol.... all i dunno de.... so shock sia.... i was like... huh??? where the hell is everybody and then some more nv saw ding yu ge only saw jun bu jie(his wife) lucky she look after me if nt i pengz sia... after class then ding yu ge come.. lol... tok to him a lot and hehe... kana scold le.... 1 yr nv go back class... hahahah... but nvm la... now go back le... some more also know new frend....

Yeah... clarie.... so fun toking with her....gosh... we wan be huang jing ta dang.... lol... she faster la... now already 12% i gonna caught up... next yr company zhao dai go japan, so think could have the chance to go.... hehe... jia you ba.,..

hmm.... then today... nth much ba... jus memorise flow back.... during morning when i jus open shop no customer will be in the shop so i went to friendster... will just check check... then happen to post a bulleting post by "her" and usually i dun read bulleting but saw the topic n its seems great so i went in see lor...

welll read half way there's a words ask... "Are you thinking about someone?"

at this moment ha... silly me.... suddenly think of "him"... at this point of time lucky shop no ppl... good for me to vent my anger out.... after so long... tot i can dun ji hen any ppl wan.... who knows i still ji hen.... surprise sia.... even when winnie my 12 yrs frend back stab me and i didnt even ji hen now still very good with her... this the first time i ji hen things until now sia... waha....

but will... 1 drops of tears is still waste away.... and i was like... wa lao.... y drop tears when think of him... maybe its still hurts ba... no matter wat 'he" is still the person i like when he SAID that i trying to break him up with her ba.... its was like thankfully for starting qian hui they all cant understand my feelings until one day hui almost met same things but not worst then mine... jus that cos her to break off nia... that's the time she told me i finally understand how u feel....

at the moment i really almost break down again.... cos finally someone understanding my feelings... nt ppl that who mouth saying i know how u feel i dun wish u get hurt or wateve but who knows whether they can really understand ma....

i was like lucky i nv vent any much anger i jus shout ahhhhhh..... wat the fuck u thinking and doing sia.... carol koh, u gt teuk le already ok.... dun greedy...

its was like... my mind was like... fuck... blank for 3 secs... then back... since the day i met teuk i nv think of any other le.... even "him" i also almost wan forget le... then today flow backs.... guo ran as ppl said.... sad memorise is hard to get off from life... but....my mind now was like telling me...

dun think dun think dun think dun think too much... and i was like.... repeating park jung su park jung su park jung su in my mind so jus to remind myself there's still teuk there...

ziii.... sorry la... its nt i everyday wan teukki teukki at there call... its natural la.... my mind only gt teuk now la... then u said i throw away changmi... ya la... i agree la... i abit dunno throw him where le cos now mind only gt teuk ma... when the day i met him.... oh my... wahahaha....

zi... u see... i over despo le la... haha.... his moans.... wahahaha.... reminds me of that really wan laugh like pangz.... paiseh ah.... let u hear something *vomit* de... haha .... ok la... i offline le... go orh orh... n go see can met my teuk in dreamland ma.... haha... since cannot see him in real person at the moment now... nite nite... oh ya... can go to photo to see the cake and cookies i bake under cooking/ baking folder....

teukkie teukkie....

2007-06-09T23:11:00.000-07:00

ah ha.... saturday... another weekend... enjoying day...

today work until 3 pm... hehe... skip "ban" went hougang de AZ to pass le ting DBSK autograph poster... then pass abck some comic to vivian.... stay there awhile before went to Plaza singapura meet Joe....

after met joe we went shop around and joke.... then we go DASIO... lol... inside a lot things sia... then me and joe at there joke joke look look around... we then went to TAKASHIMAYA there is MOS burger... wa.... so fulll....

after food we intend to go far east de then on the way we saw out wistma there gt a tattro telling(isit spell like that??) actually i intend to go ask la... end up me and joe went to kinokuniya and look at some tattro cards... wa... he also like that leh... same same... i gt small intrested in it only.... then in kino i buy a instant korean guide book.... Thanks joe for helping me choose that... its useful...

then we went off to Cine... actually wan go home de but i wan buy famous amos... hehe... greedy neh... then he accompany me go lor... when we walk pass the one i remember shiyun inside with weihao then i called wei hao as yun nv pick her phone... i called them out to pass yun something... after that me n joe went buy famous amos... then we went to more than words... i bought a rings that look special... i love it man...

after that is already 11 plus we both went home lor.... yeah... so tired... but its been a long time i last went out n talk while shoping with frends... its fun... thanks joe... enjoy sia...

wah, u dun forget that we haven watch shreak III hor... must go watch n also must make appoinment for the tattro telling ok.... when free then sms me lor... hehe...

k la.. stop here i so tired.... nite blog... nite everyone... oh ya... frend i recover from the pain, hurt and sadness le.... dun worried for me... jus that dun wish to think of the words he said to me... cos its too much n hurts when a person u like hint said u are a third party and tell u dun break him n the gf up as he loves her.... oh... ya.. right... nt HINT... its directly said u trying break them up... how can i use hint to cover up for him... stupid me... cover for him n keep telling myself that he doesnt mean it... oh ya... doesnt mean it... like real... after a msg then send another said sorry i know i am hrush watever... quarrel with frends and said sorry is ok... hurt a person that still like u n said sorry after hurting u think can be solve so easy.... so sorry i am a gal not boy nt guy... i dun have LJ... nt u wan hurt then hurt then said sorry can le... F... u being hurt by gals before n u hurt me... i dun cruse u i dun wan said anything i dun wan bother abt anything... since u hurt me this way n i dunno whether isit jus becos u been hurt before but i believe that u hurt me this way one day u will get the same things back... of cos nt like wat u are thrid party or wat... u will get another way i believe...

ah ha... dun said so much.... once think of it the anger is back... nt becos of lex, agnes, jieyu, zizi they all de hua i think i already in mental hospital or maybe i wun be live in this world... of cos i am nt so stupid cos i still gt my family ma... but think of it really if nt becos of u all i already in mental hospital le... in there for depression...

hao la... form jus now said wan stop until nw still buay stop... dunno i siao liao isit.... haha... ok... nite nite

2007-06-04T11:07:00.000-07:00

YO, blog... i am back... hmm... how long i ahve been not updating le ar??? hmmm half years?? yesh more then half a year...

haha... paiseh hor... forget abt u le...

lots of things happen... Life went up and down.... dunno wat to said... cos its so hurts to think abt it... tot i let it go but when i think it back still hurts... cos the words is too much.... i always tell ppl when frends do wrong things said a sorry will be fine.... BUT being hint said u are a third party by the person u like is nt a sorry can be solve, can be heal... cos its too much...

i throw myself into a dark crazy world for sometimes and recover asap as i can... now being heal back to the normal self but cant think abt wat i receive from 'him'

dun mention abt this le... tok abt other things...

saturday went to scape DJ party to see wawa their compettition... surprise that to see a new vocalist up there... but he is handsome n blur cute... haha... blur blur de... but his voice is not bad... seeing wawa being fine feel so happy...

sunday went to DJ party again to see their performance again... great job they sing number of songs and i like one of the song but i dunno the name... hee... paiseh... after finish i was slacking around there until agnes sms me and i called her bring baby here... hehe...

birng baby go disturb ppl... haha... then while i waiting, nu er came towards me said... mummy, jon is here... at the moment when i heard his name, my heart skip.... ohhhhhhhhh noooooooooo.... y did it skip... u stupid rubbish heart... ahhhhhhhh.... nvm... so at first i tot joel, eddied eng, xin hui and xinxin was there then i walk towards there n jon is there i nv bother la... then i cant find them n walk back...

That vannise people hit drums she hit me... wa lao... win le lor... but cute lor.... then after bring baby see wawa i went off with agnes, wen wen and hisn ning to cine buy bag and eat... then walk pass jon... i told myself if u dun tok to him now u have no chance to tok to him again... so when i saw him seems like look at my directions, i wave to him and he wave back and said hello...

I bring vannise there and sad... called uncle faster, faster called uncle... then he said... kor kor la uncle... haha... so funny... then he ask... isit it... then stop think he wan us isit urs... haha... dunno la... then he change said who baby its belongs too... i ka jiao ka jiao said mine then he laugh said really ma... haha... then i laugh said my frend de la... then he keep play with the baby... then ka jiao until said called ah bei... hahaha.... so funny eh... then after awhile went off le...

At long jhon there met him again... then i said vannise... ah pei come le ah pei come le... then he come in he called vannise "baobei~" *vomit* wa lao... rou ma lor... some more to a baby... kao... i almost faint... haha... then i said wa lao ppl mother's here u nv ask permission then play liao then he and agnes said huh play?? haha... then he look at agnes and said hello aunty... wa lao... i said him kao... ppl same age as me u call ppl aunty... then he said usually we "chen hu" a person with baby aunty ma... then agnes said then ppl other then me called uncle le lor... then he said... called ah bei also can...

wa lao... super duper funny... then chat chat awhile i called vannise said y jus now ppl hit drums u hit me u dun hit him?? hit him ma he's a guitarist leh... y u dun hit him... then that agnes said... cos ur breast big ma... wa lao... win le lor... then jon start his kpo again... wat wat?? then i reply him... no la i said why baby dun hit u hit me then she said cos i breast big... then i said see she so zi... i ahven finish the words then he said... true ma ur breat is big... wa lao... wei u tai zi le ba...

first time tok to him so much tok until so zi... win le lor... but i also a bit zi la... haha....

aiya seems like type a lot le... tired le... go koonz le... nite

2006-10-14T23:56:00.000-07:00

hey yo.... so long bo update... seems like all of you going to killed me.... hee.... espically ROX and SUYU... both of u will ask nehx... lol...

ok la... for the past de i dun really feel like saying... hmm... on 24/09/2006 is my 18th birthday... well, on 23rd i open a birthday celebration at downtown east chalet.... gt invite jon end up he didnt appear... nvm... at least he sms me when i cut my cake... lol... jus in time... so touch... i can fly nehx... happy happy... float here and there than jie jie also laugh at my sillyness...

hmmm... after tat chalet thingy seems like a lot things happen to me... at one go... friendship, family, RELATIONSHIP (huh... surprise ba... me tis ppl will have problems with relationship), work... all one go come towards me... i dunno wat to do... almost break down.... almost wan to lock myself up in the room... reject food, reject seeing ppl reject working... tis is all wat i wan at first... but there's things push me to face the truth, face the fate, face the real and face everything up.... n i jus put up a strong side of myself n smile.... who knows i actually did almost break down when i am bathing.... cos that's the only place mum wun saw i am crying, tat's the only place no one can see i am crying...

i am tired... can i rest??? can't u all let me rest in peace?? i am sick of it i am tired....

take example out of wat i am tired... first wawa gt alot things happen... ppl who read her blog should know wat happen... tot its not all... than family... ma has been nagging at me about "him"... wat the heck u wan when i am already said i am nt with him N I WILL NT BE WITH him... happy?? nt happy still nag until jie nag u...

than point come... RELATION... i hate this... its always hurts me a lot.... until i dun wan to face any of it le... i still in love with jon ya true... but at the same time i fall for another person... fall for his caring... STUPIUD... BAKA.... how idiot n stupid i can be to fall for ppls caring... y am i always falling in love to ppl who cares?? tis is so BAKA... the main point my good frend also fall for him... well but end up my good frend is happily with another guy... glad for her....

as for me... happily sweet moment 2 weeks... n i start feeling tat its so horrible tat i am nt ur gf but in ppl eyes our action is saying tat i am urs... sorry i am not... i am free tat time... n mum has been dunno nag like wat until i really headache... than i start to think tat i wan keep a distance with him... at the same time is a test for him... i pushing him away to another ppl, pushing him away from me... well, the next day he need to go oversea... tat's great... no need see him for 3 days... i can really rest down and think...

but who knows i am so bad luck... tat day he went off wawa is in a nt very good condition... lyn working i also need but end up i take leave have a small urgure with the head... than bring wawa to SOS n see her like tat i really dunno wat to do??? when i was at SOS centre wawa is inside the room toking i seatting outside waiting... at tat point of time i suddenly tot of he said before... even tot we are not together i will still be at ur side when u need me... so wat i get when i am in a very mess world n i need someones help?? his at oversea... i keep thinking wat if u are here i will be more relax more cool down more stable...

first day past... the seconday, she gt problems again... lyn have no choice but to take leave and go with her... end up send her to IMH... n i has been worried for the whole day... until i gt news tat she's still alright.... at nite i was thinking tml u will be back will u message me?? tat point of time i think a lot... although i wan be with a person tat age is elder than me nt my age, n i was still think i am working the thinking sure will be different... lots lots things came up to my mind... mum's reject n watever... end up i make a choice of if he message me i will just continue wat we are n put my heart down to like him but of cos jon is still inside my stupid heart its the matter he can push him out of my heart ma...

ok... last day, friday... whole day i has been working... i believe tat he sure think i forget wat time he is coming back... but sorry i still remember i know he will be in spore by 8 wat my info from xiaowei is 8.01 he message her... great... he rather find another gal.... wat to do??? i have no choice... but to let it go... cos i hate the feelings of being tie by a guy... the next day noon mama happily tell me she wan cut i smile smile act happily said i wan too n she bring me down to cut... well my hair stylist happily cut my hair she loves to cut my hair.... n she cut my upper layer hair until very short n lower layer leave long... i like the hairstyle alot...

well... on sun i wan go buy my office clothes cos i start working at new place le... change new job, its work under DBS... than go find xiaowei accompany me... when cine find her n saw them... didn't tok to him he also look stunned with my new hairstyle.... great... tat's the best... than after tat me n xiaowei went to plaza singapura there de THIS FASHION to get my office wear.... hee... than after tat we went long john eat, junwei n him come join us... ok... maintian quite... than after tat we take bus home... on bus i seat down than he seat at another junwei also....

hmmm... at first abit stunned but than jus keep think of other things... when reach my house there usually he will send me home end up no... i expected... *deep breathe* nah... anyway jus back to my normal self... go home alone everytime after going out with frends... so i am use to it... but i abit hate myself... everything relay on him... i DUN WAN... I HATE IT... well... on the way home there's tis bangala follow me when i was on the way back home... dun dare to go up... so give jun wei n him a call see they can help ma end up non of them pick the call...

i went to coffee to drink a cane of drink n wait than saw a uncle is my neighbour i called him send me back together than he n me fake fake at there tok than after tat when the bangala go back le than i go up...

nah.. a lot things happen i dun have the mood to type out... i am very tired... my headache is back again... sometimes i pain badly until i can cried... there's one time i pain until i bang the wall n than go sleep... lucky nth happen to me...

things related to human like relation or frendship, there's nth i will said hard for me... frend i can settle easily... relation i only has a few ways... one way, like tat person but nv tell him, second way tell u straight than see how things go... last way, when u really makes me think i should give up on u.... than i will do it n let u know...

when i am in love with u i can be very nice to u... of cos u will only feel i treat u like how i treat my frend but when u make me gives up on u than u will know how heartless i can be to let u go n jus treat u as super duper normal frend... when i gives up on a person its very hard for me to turn my head n fall for him again... cos my heart dun allow me to fall for same person second time... at the moment now i think only gt 2 make me gives up le than fall for them again...

although i wan give up i need take times but i can give up day by day.... although its a bit hard for me... but sure can wan... now i concentrate on searching for BOYFRIEND tat elder than me by 6 yrs blow than 10 years... lol...

so got any good wan must intro me leh... ok la... my head reallys hurts me a lot... gonna go sleep n rest ar bo i sure pain until cried again... nite everybody...

2006-08-31T23:56:00.000-07:00

wha... today get paid le... wahaha... but very fast no mney le... T.T...

give money 400 bucks... 300 for chalet 100 paid SCV... than 100 paid hp bill... waha... left 300 bucks nia... haha... than go buy clothes top up bus fare n tis n tat... left 150 buck... haha...

must tahan until 5 of sep nehx... haha...

well... i gt myself some clothes n a skirt... total wearing look like cosplayer... keke... tat's wat i wan... haha...

well... after buying yan jiemin n me went home...

me n yan reach bedok mrt station n we actually wan go withdraw money... n well... when we both walk towards the atm machine we walk pass the toilet... n there's a guy infornt of me and i feel he look familiar...

than me n yan was still toking abt tat he look like kuek... but i was like hmm.. dun think so... cos he stay yishun ma... but... wahaha... who kno9ws when he came out of toilet we was queing for the atm he walk down the escalator n than i believe its kuek...

tat yan... look so happy... wahhaha.... ok la... i damn tired tml gt work... go koonz first...

2006-08-24T00:22:00.002-07:00

seatting infont of the computer, typing tis entries memorise flow back into my mind...

jus finish video conference with da jie... looking at the screen see her over there yet cannot reach her... when she mention tat she miss me n er jie she miss when the 3 of us have to squeez on the bed to sleep... tears droping down my cheeks... i miss her too...

tok abt she wish tat she can have a baby soon like when mummy first time hand me to her small small de... hw she wish i am tat small now... but so bad i am 18... looking at me grow making her feel funny... from baby until now... she's the one who care a lot for me... no matter wat she give me the best things...

grow until so old i am reng xin jus becos jiejie mama teng me... jus becos of their over teng i become reng xin... heee... paiseh... haha....

when i cry she started crying too... i miss the hug we used to have... when young i cant sleep without jie... she midnight sleep i also midnight sleep... she's jus like a teddy bear to me, slowly i can sleep without her... when i grow elder each day we dun hug each other le... but now i miss the hug we used to have...

time past so fast... from the day she flew to arizona until now already almost half yr gone.... time past... suddenly miss her... hw i wish tat tml is the day she come back but no... we still have 1 and a half yr to go...

after toking to her she went koonz... its morning 8.01 there when here is 11 plus... gosh... i also need koonz le... tml gt work nehx... haiz... dun wan think much... tml eyes sure like goldfish de... hope wun as tears keep flowing down like a tap didn't turn tight...

ok la... stop here...

2006-08-23T11:21:00.000-07:00

wahaha... a lot ppl said i long long nv update le... where gt nv... gt la... jus tat lazy la... some more work tired leh... ok la... nw at work nth to do so update lor...

well... last week super duper moody n also bua song of the rumours things... but than after 2 days i was like... aiya... heck la... i fuck care the person but jus dun let me found her la...

well.. update on 20/8 de... since tat day more things to said... well... tat day is kuek birthday celebration... was at pasir ris chalet... well it was a bit sian also a bit fun... as they all ans the question tat fans ask... wahaha... damn funny... yan suay suay kana pick... wahahaha....

well... after the Q & A section they all again sign sign, take pic take pic... wahahaha.... than me n yan go take things eat... hungry.... wa... the dunno is sotong ball or fish ball la... betweent still gt cheese de... damn nice leh... gosh... feel like having it again... hahaha... than heard tat is brought by shinya.... haha... me n yan still wan to go ask shinya said ehhh... where u buy de ar... LOLX...

well... than someone as usualy busy like hell... is still bua song abt he nv reply my msg abt the firework thingy... hump... nv reply me... damn idiot lor... than i stare at him awhile... n turn off tokt o other... than walk to the back there with yan we both kuku la... back there gt vending machine can buy drink we go one round buy... wahahaha.... than after tat we stand there n tok lor... since there gt aircon... hehe... than shinya was there... than he said... can see tat u are waiting for kelvin... -_-"... i gt wait for kel mah??? ok la... abit true i wiating for him to come since so long nv see his rubbish partten... hahaha....

than after tat kelvin come le... woo... he so busy kana stuck tat ppl wan his quotagraph than take pic he was stuck at the bed there... lol... than we went outside n seat n tok...

than me n yan was at the slope there standing n tok when i saw jon standding there kana bao wei by fans... haha... well... somebody make him bua song if i nt wrong... cos his face a bit black black lor... but he still smile to fans... well... when i stare at him he busy so i turn my head away than when i turn back he head up n saw me... he didnt smile but his face look very black... than when ppl call him he smile again... well... heck care him... than he suddenly run off to the back door there n went behide... dunno him la...

so becos its too hot me n yan went in too... i went to the bed there n jus right seat right below the aircon... soo good... than shuting also behide me said very song hor here... so shu fu... ya lor... super good sia... gt aircon... than we tok n have some aircon.... hahaha.... after awhile tat mr come back le... n he jus walk in n i ahppen to be there n we was actually at him so when i see him i laugh more... wa liao.... than he saw me he first words was :" oi, massage... help me massage, come... massage... " n i was still laughing at the joke so i said... come la... u lay down la... than i massage lor... u dare come la... than he suddenly tone down n laugh n said.... no la... so amny ppl paiseh later la later... wahahaha.... *bleah* u dun dare... wahaha.... dun care him tahn i continue the joke with shuting they all...

after tat i went outside, kel also at outside n seat at some place n eat... i cant see him as he is block by ppl... so i ask wei fang where's kel than she said there so i went over n see n he saw me n wave n i also wave... haha... he so cute lor... than i go said hey, lyn back from japan le leh... tahn he ask... where she?? than i said she nt here today la, than he stom his feet on teh ground lor... so cute...hahaha,,, than we kajiao her.. i called lyn but she nv pick her phone so i acll here sis hp n said call her pick up... than i pass to kel than kel ask... "WHERE'S MY STONE"... hahaha... lyn like nv heard than he shout again " U STILL SLEEP AR... DUN SLEEP LE... WAKE UP" wa liao... damn funny lor... i was there laugh until pengz lor.... than he said... where's my stone i even sand also wan... wa liao... duper cute lor him.... wa liao...

than after him i take the phone to vics tahn after vics to jon... than lyn dunno who is him... than jon said u wait than he shout she also dunno who am i... than return me the phone... lolx.... damn funny... so iw as like running NAFA station taking the phone here n there let them tok... lolx... hahah...

well... the ending packing is done by shinya... xinku ta le... thanks for packing up the rubbish for us...

ok... i think i type duper long liao... so no complain of i am nt updating.... well... arbo, ling will complain said i type too long... lolx...

2006-08-15T10:10:00.000-07:00

today is a sucks day for me... idiot...

gonna do all the follow up for thoes all old units tat has been holding for mths in the office.... wat the fuck... rubbish throw to me handle... nvm la... paul stress enough to handle all case... now he need take over OBF than bo bian... i gt to take half of the responsible to carried all those stupid old case... forget it... tis nt the matter...

THE matter is... wa liao... dunno whoever fucker spreading my bad rumours out... fell like killing her lor... COMFIRM IS A GAL... Y??? cos from SB ma... SB usually is a gal lor... n i dunno whoever FUCKER u are... dun come n spoilt my name... but bo bian liao lor... SB also end le... she already spoilt little of my name liao lor... tat's not the problem...

come to the problem... i dunno y n wat happen tat someone go tell my so called "sis" frend tat somebody said i said angeline said wawa ugly... n well... in the fact no at all lor... well... wawa is nt said pretty but she's cute lor... n wat for i wan said ppl ugly since tat i myself is ugly... n wat for i go comment ppl looks ar... ridiculous lor... wa liao....

yes, sometimes i did think tat wawa or shinya dun like me as becos their mood is nt very good towards me sometimes... n wat i know form wawa is shinya sometimes like tat de ar... than wawa is only when she gets angry....

tat person super CCB lor... Idiot... KNS la... i didnt disturb u lor... disturb me for wat sia... is its becos of tat time i rush kel back it jus happen to be an incident nia... wat the FUCK u wan me to do when last min met this kinda of things... u idiot.... plus rubbish...

i really wan to dig u out lor.... I HATE BACK STABBER... anything not happy said la... u scold me infornt of me or u said infornt of me i nothing to said... wa liao... dunno hw many knife u have been stabbing behide my back lor...

N whoever FUCK tat spread my rumours abt i am with "someone" N tat "someone" is my BOYFRIEND now... u better think before u said lor... IF he really my BF i have NOTHING to said... n INFACT i have someone i like n he know it... but well one day i will give up on tat person i like... cos i abit heart dead abt him.... speard stupid...

N for tat stupid ppl tat trying to create trouble for me u are playing with fire... although my DAN ZHI xiao... but DUN MAKE ME really angry.... u wun know wat will happen when u step onto my tails.... WHEN U DUNNO ME WELL DUN PLAY OVER MUCH WITH ME BEHIDE MY BACK... cos u dunno how devil n how evil i can be at times...

I AM NT TRYING TO CREATE TROUBLE OR WAN TO HAVE A FIGHT.... is jus tat i wan to know who u are to spread my rumours... n wat thing u not happy abt n start spreading my rumours... u can scold infornt of me i dun mind... BUT dun stab behide me... my mum "yang" me until so big not to let u spoilt my reputation de lor...

KNN.... KNS PLUS CCB.... fuck man... i am trying my best to ren lor... dun make me explore lor... i fuck care wat u wan to spread but u better dun speard into "HIS" ear... arbo i sure mad at u... dun force ppl lor... i didn't do anything wrong towards u lor... i dunno y u wan spread me lor... but y u wan to pull wawa, shinya n angeline in.... u wan u come towards me dun pull ppl down the water n since they are innocent lor.... wa liao... wat i am angry is not u spread things bad abt me u creating things for me... wat i angry at is y u wan to pull ppl down the water... N BECOS OF TIS I FROM DUN MIND UNTIL I NOW SUPER MIND.... i wan to know who u are... best is u nt happy u can scold infornt of me dun stab behide my back... hate it...

Fuck... damn angry... trying to cool myself down... after toking to wawa abt tis matter see whether she know ma feel much better... hope things go on fine... ar bo i sure wan kill the person off de... idiot... yawn... so tired... i wan to sleep le...hump...

2006-08-13T00:49:00.000-07:00

waa... jus come back home... so tired... espically i wear heels today.... hee...

go watch firework with yenglin they all... damn nice... i got the clips ppl who wan can get from me... hehe... than tok to ling they all... haha... said very long nv see me le... haha.... paiseh la... busy... busy thinking of how to catch a guy heart...

than we take a lots pic lor... but using ling n others camera dun wan use mine cos the flash too bright.... haha... than at hm also take alone... wahahaha... siao... zi lian... hahaha... ok dun bother abt me i siao le...

haha... after tat we walk towards esplanade, n somebody call "carol" i was shock n head up n see who call me... than i ehhh... jiamin, than she alsoo ehhh... carol n laugh... haha... she so cute lor... only saw her n her frend... haha... than we outside esplanade there wait for david they all arrive... than tok there... i saw someone side view very very very farmiliar... as there's a mark near his ear.... than i shift a bit n see... bing go... i guess right.... guess who i saw???

shinya!!! well surprise to saw him there... he was walking towards somewhere tat i came from... i saw him from fullenton hotel there walk towards here de... than when i saw him i ehh... shinya leh... than yengling turn n see... than i saw kuek behide him i also... ehhh... kuek leh... than surprisingly kuek like heard it n he turn i look... i quickly squart down n hide... than i was like tyhink phew... he nv saw me... than he walk off but than turn his head again n yengling like saw n she move off n lucky i quickly stand up n turn n back face him... haha... anyway so many ppl there he cant see de la...

than after david they all arrive le we take a lots pic lor... than take finish le... david they all go joel house there eat n chat... yengling, suyu, dainel, eddie, joe n me went to marina square wan find something drink de... than no place... than i saw tamiya... ahh... sooooo sooo long nv play le... than i faster rush to take pic of the tamiya cars n look around... than well... again... when i look up to level two....

kuek n shinya again... the both of them were jus above me... haha... so funny... keep on saw them... but nv saw them with their gf... only saw kuek, shinya n one guy... than i was think... funny leh... nv watch firework with gf watch with two guy... ehhh... dunno wat to said... than i jus look look around than saw a lot of frends lor... very fun...

pic tat i taken....

me alone

than my "J" ring... J = Jun n also = to my beloved tat i am giving up on him soon...

Ling n me...

suyu n me....

the 3 of us...

weihao, eddie(new frend), suyu, yengling n me....

xinhui n me...

xinhui(cherly) n me...

firework clips... parts of the firework...

* THE REST UPDATE TML* (BUA TAHAN WAN SLLEP)

actually hw i wish u was there... nvm... is alright, i sure my clips on th blog... so everbody can share too... hee... u must be having fun with frends while i was watching it....

ok.. i stop here... nite frends....

2006-08-11T21:27:00.003-07:00

hmm... having my dinner now at the samwe time i am updating my tis blog. i really have nth to said.... since after the grandfinals, wats on my mind i also dunno... well... maybe i know one things is, superband end is tat the end??? i dunno...

as ppl said... u gt his num y do u scare??? dun scare n its nt the end, but... wat the hell... i also dunno wat to do.,... have his num so wat big deal??? cant help much... i msg him two days ago but with a anyone wan to go watch firework n yesterday, at the encourage of jasman(my technician) i msg him... ask whether he is free, n jasman call me give him one day to reply... yes one day... n well... the day is over... no reply.... i am heart dead...

its hard on me to carried on... jerelene (samsung admin) said libra man's usually are very "dan xiao" if they like a gal they wun dare to tell the gal until they know the gal well enough... isit really true??? haiz... i dunno... die... i dunno wat to do... haiz...

i am very automatic to ask him out le he still no reply.... ahhhhhhh.... wat the fuck u wan... i cant stand to dun scold words hard on u... u KNN de... i ren hen jiu le lor... u tot i wun dare to show myself up infront of u ar?? u dun let me give up on u... once i give up u will be in dead me... i bu ke qi de lor... even now i haven really wan give up on u but i am already start to show all my bua song out liao lor...

ahhhhhhhhh... dunno wat the fuck u wan also... go go go... go fuck watever u wan... i dun care abt U le... make me so angry... ahhhhhhh...

here are a song tat i found it very nice... open ur speaker my blog background is the song...

When i look in your eyes i can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And i don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And i know that times won’t change my love
And i can’t do nothing to keep you

*oh, i’ll give my love
Oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby,The truth will set sparks

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that i can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

Now i’ll give my love oh when i hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night… (*)
[[ END OF LYRIC]]

Some words tat from me really wan to give u....

You may think that our love cannot be saved
Though the world out there
May be cold to all we share
I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight
And stay true to all that’s right
Then baby, our love will always last…

See the sunrise in the sky
Kiss the sunset as we lie
At night, i’ll never leave your side
But i know somedayI’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray
Oh, darling, wish that i could heal your pain…

2006-08-11T21:27:00.001-07:00

2006-08-11T21:27:00.000-07:00

2006-08-03T23:57:00.000-07:00

ahhhh... sooo nervous nehx... X) dunno wat the heck i wan... so noisy infornt of everyone infornt of him dunno y dun dare said... wahaha....

ok... jus reach hm after meet jon to get the tix n tee... well... he is at expo there having their rehearsal for SB final... mah... when i reach there i still can heard ppl sing while toking on phone with min... ah ha... so thirsty i need drink nehx... than i slack there lor go find drink than tat stupid vending machine all bully me... cannot tap with ez-link card... WTH... win liao lor... ok fine i walk back since i feel tat its going end... well... while i wan walk back i see my hp n saw a msg n i open n read it...

msg:
going off soon liao. where r u. hw long more.

haha... i reach le la... aiyoz... than tell min i call him call her back again so when i i call him... he pick the phone...

Conversation:

jon: hello, ni zai na li le?? (where r u le)

me: i reach long ago le nehx

jon: HUH??? than ni mei you da gei wo?? (HUH?? than u nv call me)

me: Haha, no ma... cos heard gt sound inside so tot u all still rehearsaling than some more gt many fans behide.

jon: mei you la... ni kuai dian lai...

me: u at the front or back??

jon: back. hou mian de carpark...

me: huh??? fans na bian ar???

jon: huh?? ni shou shen mo?? ni zai na??

me: i came from the taxi stan there.

jon: huh?? where taxi stand??

me:*frown* u dunno where taxi stand meh???

jon: ni chuan bai yi huh?? (you wear white shirt ar)

me: ya...

jon: wo kan dao ni le, ni kuai dian gou lai (i saw u le u faster come)

me: huh?? oh... ok lor... (slowly walk towards)

jon: kuai dian kuai dian kuai dian, che yao zuo le... kuai dian... (faster faster faster, car going off le... faster)

me: bu yao chui la... ( dun rush me la)

jon: haha... k k... faster... bye bye

me: bye...

end of conversation...

than when i reach le, i saw some familiar fans lor... than jon was there dunno looking at wat... think counting the tix ba... haha... than when i reach, i was stunned with his new hairstyle n colour... than he said nah... tee n tix... than he pass me the tix than i wan give moey end up no hand to take tee... haha... than he said ohh... change money... than i pass him 50 bucks than he ask me $2 bucks change can than i huh?? 50 bucks leh... than i than realise he was sayiong all 2 dollar can... so paiseh...

aiya... heck la... than he give me money back n tee he givbe me than he ask 2 m one s hor... than i nod lor... than he said i no plastic leh... than i jus nod again... than i pass him a plastic bag... than he ask, wat's tat??? than he open than i jus reply... inside pic is shinya vics n urs... jiemin make for u all de... than the shirt is.... *no ans*....

jon reply: u buy de...
me: ehhh... ya... haha... *softly8 kan bu guan ni chuan yi fu...
jon: huh?? wat u said??
me: nth... *smiling*
jon: *shout* Kan bu guan???
me: ehh... haha... no la... see u like keep wearing the same ma... haha... so a bit kan bu guan lor...

jon: haha... k la... i gtg le...
me: hmm... bye bye
jon: bye bye

so he went off i also went off n well some fans is staring at me dunno for wat... haha.... than i walk off while calling jiemin... than we tok than i msg him abt jiemin call him sew one tee for her... than he reply huh?? wat??
haha... so funny... than i said tat time ask u for tee u bo liao so jiemin said sew one for her lor... than he reply: sew?? keep? all tee n tix are out. if tee only then have to wait see if we making anymore. than i laugh at the msg when i was on bus... well than i reply him a... ya la... dun care tix la... no tee ma so she call u use needle n sew one for her lor... haha... blur king...

than no reply le... than i heck care la... than when i jus wash my face i msg him said i like his hair colour... than jiayou for sat when lack down le receive another massage... bleh... haha

than he reply a thanks... orh okie... nite... so i reply him something tahn tell him dun reply me le... haha....

ok la... stop here... all my nervous seems to be gone le... when face him i also alright le... hehe...
nite everyone...

2006-07-23T22:02:00.000-07:00

ok... let me update today's things... well... wake up quite late today than went down to bishan at 12 plus... went see SB event... than nu er at front row pull me in... haha... thanks for her i can see very clearly... but... there's a things... there's someone behide me shout until i going to vomit n my head is like going to explore lor... wa liao... super...

ok... than i was there looking at lucy... well i am at the right conner they are at the left conner... fine.. still can see... nvm... ok... i wanna dead le... cos of ppl shouting behide... so loud... really wan faint n going to explore... than i think kel saw i saw him laughing looking at tis direction... ahh... bro kel, very funny mah??? i going to faint le leh... wa lao...

ok la... than keep use nu er the camera take pic... take non stop... haha... than they switch place... from left to right our side... haha... take pic take pic~~... ok... finally, jon look at the cam but tat cuifang block me.... ahhh... so end up the pic is like...

cuifang block another half side...

ok... than bo bian... keep take pic lor... dun care... but after awhile i bu gan yuan call nu er shout but nu er no voice liao... so she call ppl behide me shout n well... all very nice ar... know i wan take his pic shout MISAKI!!! so loud... than he look le serene point at my cam n he smile... oh yea... finally get his pic looking at the camera...

tis the first pic... he jus smile...

the the second one is kuek saw him take pic put a twist sign there

ok... there's nums of tix i dun wan all upload... very sian... kk... than after the events nuer go take cab to mdc with fion n two gals... me n yan went take mrt considering of going down... than finally we deicied to go... when i was at mdc he already come out, than i went to find serene than go see kel... after tat i hungry went to the vending machine there buy bread n eat than seat at the parapep eat my bread... when i am full n seat there, jon finally come out... than he gt a lot fans follow behide than i saw someone well n anyway its too much fans... so i dun wan take pic with him le...

well... he was toking on the phone when he reach my side n he stop... he smile at me n i smile back... than he keep look at me n smile while toking on phone... well... is there anything so funny?? dunoo... than he saw my hand gt the box of troat sweet i use to buy for him... than he point at the sweet n i jus smile... when he wan go i give him n he take n he suddenly 90 degree bow... shock me... wa liao... so paiseh... he bow for wat sia?? guy shouldn't anyhw bow lor... even if u wan like japanese also cannot bow nehx... i nt customer la... another things is jap guy only bow to elderest n ppl they wan jio.... u dun anyhw bow bow la... aiyoz... stupid, make me so paiseh... paiseh until i blush lor... wa liao... n u still dare to laugh after looking at my expression... wa liao... win le...

aiya... so paiseh lor... ok... after he went off i went into the reception there n find lyn... while we are actually waiting for hanse... well... after watching amine tat channel U is showing jingbao come out n hanse was there... he gt number of fans... than ok we wait lor n he walk towards n said hi n ask who we waiting for starting i lie said we slacking la... but when i at hm i msn tell him le lor... ok... took one pic with him... hmmm... dunno leh... tat day whole day nv take pic with anyone only him... abit dotz lor... i even jon also nv take but take with him... nvm... i should feel lucky he also SB de ok.... fine la

hanse n me... well... i believe even seat down he is much taller than me... thanks to ur bend down so i wun look so short...

ok la... i go koonz le... nite...

2006-07-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

ok.... hmm.. yesterday i forget to update some details n somethings... but i am not going to update today until PASSING BY tell me who he or she is lor... hehehe... paiseh hor.... jus wan know who are u...

but if u dun wan to let ppl know who u are u can kindly add me in my msn baobaocarol@hotmail.com to tell me who u are... n my blog is nt open to public so i think u know me or i know u...

ok... stop here... PASSING BY remember tell me who u are ok... if nt i am nt going to update wat i wan to said on mon the entry... so kindly add me in msn so easier to let u tell me who u are lor.... thanks

2006-07-16T11:47:00.000-07:00

ok... fine... jus reach hm... go had dinner with uncle at changi there....

well... today a bit angry a bit pissed off lor... so stupid....

morning gt meeting, whole day bo koonz lor straight away go meeting than mdc.... koaz... so tired inside the meeting room than stupid kuku tat lao da... call me present... present wat when u nv call me prepare anything.... idiot lor... ok than he said jus present watever i have in my mind now... good... so i blurt rubbish since i am half awake only...

ok after tat take cab rush meet lyn n elisa than take bus 28 to toa payoh n shit i forget from Tampines take need take longer than where i take last time... oh shit oh no oh my god lor... sian diao... so we jus take all the way there la... than took cab down when we met jiemin...

well when we reach kel n jon was there n i rush up to toilet to change my clothing since its so formal... when i gt down the cab nu er called me n i said i go change first n i saw his stunned n surprise expression... ehh... very surprise mah??? i also dun wan de who call me gt meeting jus now...

ok so after changing, i came out n toking to lao da on the phone since he need check things from me n he going to go onto the flight soon... ok i am busy telling him give me 10 mins at the samw time walk pass jon n he ehh... than i turn n look at him n he smile n i smile back... manners... ok than chengyang ask u wan take pic with?? dun wan... is my reply n i saw him slighty turn his head... haha... stunned when heard?? sure no lor... i believe u know y i dun wan take with u...

ok, so after tat we all stay at mdc lor... lyn went home with sis than me n min stay there than until noon we went see jing bao at neeg ann there... when we rush back is 5.30 lor... ok we are late nvm... the most pissed off things is nuer gt tix from ppl n its extra de she tot lyn jiemin n elisa dun have n she give them n when wawa wan give tix she know le she ask me... ur grp ppl gt tix still request from me?? in an angry tone lor... n i was like huh??? than i tell her lor... than she said next time have tix dun request from me... n i was like WTF... like i know like tat... n min they all also dunno anything ma... cant u jus kindly think tat its nt out falut when ppl jus give us???

gosh lor... super pissed off since i have nt been sleeping n i am damn tired... ok fine... dun care le... forget it...

i wan go koonz with all angryness n see can forget it tml ma... nite

2006-07-14T15:15:00.000-07:00

like u??? love u??? which one??? love or like??? i am in a mess... these few days suddenly start thinking of u cos myself to be so angry with myself.... starting i wun like tat de... u cos me to cant sleep at work fa dai becos of u.... with ur pic on my laptop wallpaper with ur pic in my book with ur pic in somewhere n i see u everywhere but nt the real person...

should i hate u to cos me like tat??? wat should i do??? u tell me la... tell me tell me tell me~~~ i think tis the fav word u like said... cos everything u wan know everything u wan kpo... every everything... know so much for wat no good things for u lor only course trouble for u.... yyy??? y must u be so soft hearted?? y must u be so nice... YYY???

sometimes i really cant stand ur nice... really feel like taking things n hoot ur head and let u wake up n know tat like tat is nt a nice matter...

plsss.... dun be so kpo dun be so nice dun be everything also wan to know... will cos u a lot problem... i has been listening to wat happen to u a lot of times... wat's in my heart??? headache is my first thinking cos jus cant u be more cool a bit than u wun be so tired...

from now i need to struggle tat whether to let u know i like u... i dun wan let u know lor... y??? cos i scare... said i wu gui also can.... do u know... wat if i said le lian peng you also cannot be??? i can cry ok... i look strong in the front i look like ppl who dun cry but sorry ok i am a person with lots of tears with lots of emotions with lots of feelings....

u if dun understand like i said U DUN UNSDERSTAND ME....

YYYYYYYYYYYYY??????????? y must i fall for u??? y god always play with me this kind of things... wasting my tears on u wasting my sleeping wasting my earn money time.... gosh lor.... always play tricks with me... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

should i hate u??? yes or no??? god... i am tired lor... i dunno wat to do next le lor... i have been auto until cant auto... the first time u auto msg me is jus becos of saying thanks n sorry.... I DUN WAN TIS... wat i wan is when u feel boring or nth to do u msg me.... y y y?? y must i always be the one who auto??? hello i am a gal ok... u are a guy... pls be more gentelman ma....

make me so tired... make me think of ways... make me think of hw to have u to me... make me so many problems... i am sick lor... pls... dun let me totally give up on u one day i know ni bu que nu ren... but pls... jus fdun let me give up on u one day... tat's the time i will be like dead human for few mths.... so i still wan to work dun let me be dead human... thanks....

ahhhhhhhhhhh........... god.. telll meeeeee..... wat to do......... tell me tell me tell me... i wan an ans to know whether i is like or love... i should give up nt give up...

let me do a poll here...

give up
nt give up... kindly leave ur comments beside the date gt a comment links... thanks...

2006-07-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh.... feel so tired n sick lor... headache, sick n lots lor... i dunno wat should i do next le la................... my road has been cut off i dunno wat to do.... nw expect him i nv ever think of i go like another guy... so i only gt one way but the way is cut down now....

should i give up n turn back and walk back my road??? or should i like wait for the traffic lights until its turn green than continu walk??? i dunno la.... suggest suggest suggest....

give up or nt give up??? there's a comment link below for u all to suggest or even ask me things lor...

haiz... hw to work like tat sia... haiz... i dunno lor... give up or nt give up??? he's popural as like wat "someone" said to me... i know myself n he knows too tat he is popular... than so wat??? BIG F**K... he popular so wat to me he is actually a guy on the road n i dun have chance to know it on the road side.... stupid me...

no where for me to jus becos he is popular than think no chance.... but hw to go on when i dunno wat to do when i am woundering wan give up ma........... ahhhhhhhhhhh............ hw?????????????? helpppppppppppp............ saveeeeeeeeeeeee meeeeeeeeeee plsssssssssssss....

give up, not give up?? give up, not give up?? give up, not give up?? give up, not give up?? give up, not give up??

2006-07-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................... watttttttt thhhhhhhhheeeeeeee hhhhhheeeeeeeccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk.....

wat am i doing??? i am so fan.... i did ask all of u should i give up, n all of u support me dun let me give up until now... all of u wan me to wait until the things is end but wat am i waiting for??? wat the f**uck am i doing??? cant i have another person better than him??? the whole spore nt only him....

nw... a advice from some one... a kor kor... he said i should know he is popular than i should know a lot ppl like him... so dun love him too much if nt i will get hurt in the end... he said if possible go love somone else....

ahhh........ i have jian chi for 1 mth plus n now all the jian chi going to break off.... i am shaking... i wan give up... but i cant.... ahhhhhhhh.... helppppppppppp.... wat should i do...... alright as i tell lyn as my click with him if i nt wrong is massage... i am glad at least he try before the massage n he feel relax.......

ahhhhhhhhhhhh....... wat to dooooooooooooooo................

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no... at the moment now i dun wan give up... as wat mo mo ren ask me before... u treat him as a public icon or.... before u finish i already shout NO.... i dun treat him as public icon.... at least tis u can cmf i am nt having a crush on him or i jus a siao cha bo... u wan me to sort all my feelings clearly.... nw i finally noe wat u mean... means tat no matter hw ppl think tat we might nt have any ending but i myself as long as think i dun treat him as an public icon lai xi huan jiu hao le....

kor kor, thanks for ur advice... i know hw popular he is... but as long as there's ppl suppot me dun give up one day as long as there's a small chance there one day i cant give up... wat if tis all are actually fate but i throw the ball away?? now i only can wait until after tat "things" over le than see hw... i believe as my massage tatic i catch him a bit as he like the massage a lot... n i believe tat one day i will found out more things to catch him... :) thanks for the advices... XD

2006-07-09T01:20:00.000-07:00

ok.... now is 1.20 in the morning... i am like... hmmm... toking on phone cos i gone siao le... fine... i reach hm at 11.30 but actually i reach bedok at 10.45 as uncle drop lyn n me at kel's house... of cos, kel drop off at there....

ok... i feel sorry as i cos uncle to be late to fetch his son but everything is alright liao... whooo.... lucky... so after drop kel off, is 10.45... we 3 was there toking for 5 mins... 10.50 me n lyn went off he went hm lor... than when walking towards his block i turn i look at him i i saw two guy staring at him... hahaha... i laugh so loud tat i can't believe his wearing is so normal yet the guys still staring at me... than kel give me a funny action... hahahaha....

than me n lyn walk off... while walking we tok a lot... hee... ok... today we didnt take any pic... cos is very sian le... dun wan take too much....

than on car we tok a lot... hahaha.... so funny... we was asking kel tat yesterday when i call jon they at jamming ar... than he said tat ya... he said they on the way to toilet than zhiwei ask said : u all going home le ar... than jon suddenly shout "mei you la" than they all blur so kel ask u are repying to ur phone or to zhiwei... so jon keep show him the sign tat he toking on phone wait than kel keep asking end up cos a things is jon shout: na ge kelvin zai chao shen ma?? jiao ta an jing la... hahha... when kel tell me i was laughing like hell in the car... so damn funny lor... *faint* the mei you la... is actually the part i tell him his guitar wan let ying jie take or wat ma.... wa liao.... so funny lor...

ok... so when i at hm i call uncle n apologise uncle said is alright.... hehe... than he tell me kel left his things on his car...== tat kel... remember to throw his cane of drink nv take his own things... nvm la... uncle said next week lor...

well... i didnt send jon hm as its too rush for uncle... jon said is alright he take cab hm but lucky he gt frend come fetch... at 12.55 am he msg me said thanks for through to send him back hm... n sorry to keep me waiting... ohhh pls, boy... dun be sorry... its nt ur falut... i am ok with it... anyway i am the one who sorry tat i promise u n end up in a rush... but said le... next week right... haha...

ok... fine... than now i wan to end it le.,.. before i end i now found a song... its sing by van called lovestory... damn nice espically there some part i like it...

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我的爱已融化在空气里

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2006-07-08T01:31:00.000-07:00

ahhh... 1.31... wat the hell i am doing now?? dun sleep playing com... great... next mon work sure koonz again... who cares...

well... today work like siao... past few days also... can die le... but ok la... now getting better each day as i no need ask much things i know wat to do le... well... tahn today uncle called, so ask him whether comformtable to send jon back home le than kel so uncle said ok... hee... thanks to him... i gt more chance to tok to them le...

lyn is the one who help me tell kel n call jon de... haha... ok... i dun have the guts... well... jus dun have the guts dunno y... so dun ask me y....

ok... she said she tell him tat i will call him to said the details... so bo bian i have to call... but... nervours n scare la... wa liao... cannot tahan myself... lyn also wan to get mad at me le la.... T.T

ok la... so i went to bath n than play com awhile later when house get quite down le i msg him lor... lyn said call directly i scare he koonz la... ar bo maybe bathing leh... who knows.... ok fine... so i tell lyn tat if 1.15 he no reply i will call him straight.... *tis point of time i am parying hard tat he better reply* ok... 1.14 i receive his message... cool... so i rush to the living room n call him...

conversation go on:

me: hello...

jon: hello

me: jon ah?

jon: who is tis?? (with a lot of noise behide)

me: carol

jon: oh... ya...

me: abt tml things.... ehh... i also dunno hw to tell u leh... haha...

jon: huh??

me: hmm... is like when u all at the reception there must scan card come out ma than i at there wait for u lor... u pass ur bag to me i bring onto the car first.... becos i think it will be easier for u all to squeez down...

jon:(seems like laughing or smiling tone) ok lor....

me: emmm... or u wan take ur own things?? hmm... like ur guitar?? or u wan yingjie take??

jon: HUH?? (surprise tone)

me: cos she always take ur guitar ma... so tot u wan give her take...

jon: huh?? no la... wat kind of logi is tis??

me:*laugh* cos she always take ma...

jon; no no... no such logi...

me: ohh... ok... ya... cos the uncle is my frend goddad but now they no contact but the uncle contact me than he surpose to meet me tml so i said isit possible tat he drive u all back to west... than uncle said ok lor...

jon: wa... he so on de ar....

me: oh... haha... ya... he ok de lor...

jon: aiya... anyway gt ppl drive can liao... haha...

me: haha... ya lor.... kel also said tat... when lyn tell him said drive u home first he said dun care u la... haha...

jon: huh?? ok...

me: hmm... ya... tat's it... so see u tml... bye bye

jon: hm... ok... bye

End of conversation....

ok... i dunno wat the heck i am doing now... type out our conver... abit funny... fine... i siao liao... haha... dun care... i now wan do all my work... tml than can help him massage on the car... bless me...

stop here le... wan go koonz le... nitez....

2006-07-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

wa... now than come back.... song sia... ok... lets' start today blogging...

today morning surpose to meet wawa at mdc de... than when i was there i msg her she said she gt things on meet me at bugis... wa.... haha... than nvm lor i at there with wei fen wei fang n serene lor... than wait n wait so kuku... dunno wait for wat lor... than i was there complain tat i wan go i dun wan wait... but serene said wan see jon so ok lor... although i keep nagging but still wait la... we wait until his cab here than we take his cab go bugis.,... when i go open the cab door he shock than serene said hey dun close the door la i wan go in than he ask...

jon: go where??
serene: go out
jon: bo jio
serene later u will aslo go there de lor...

than he turn n smile and i smile back than i on the cab said uncle bugis parco junction... than when reach bugis i call melon than know tat she waiting for wawa at mrt station lor... than i go mrt there find her after tat i went to meet jiemin n go eat bk lor... after eating we went to the promo of superband at the hoyu booth lor...

its so funny lor... than after tat we go cine eat... lyn, elisa, jiemin n chloe went to hmv hereen lor... than i dun wan eat only wei fen eat i buy drinks only than went shop alone buy a cross earing than after tat saw yun n loong than tok awhile than i call yengling as they tell me she around here...

than i meet her at the door side... haha... after small chatting than realise tat the outing time reach le... so i meet all of them to go to the place than i went to mrt station to find my new frend... xin, yan than also know a lot of new frend lor... haha...

than when i wan go off wawa ask me to bring the second grp to the place where we will be having the gathering... so bring all back there... than wawa bring the last grp in... than finally no my problem liao... than me go chat with xin they all...

after tat back to lyn their there... suddenly wawa called me go than i when there n ask wat happen?? she ask can help her jagar the que ma so i ok lor.... help lor... than i go around asking for ppl to que... also lending my cam to 4 gals for taking session.... haha... fine...

than after tat some small misunderstanding make me moody lor... dun wan said out la... anyway past liao i ok with it now... than i dun care le la...

than i was seating infornt of kel when he wan go liao i call him take his bag to let me take one pic cos tat bag is we 10 ppl buy for him de birthday present leh... of cos happy la...

ahh... kel with his present bag.....

ok... after take le he go off le than serene n me when back to where jon get stuck place... anyway he get stuck there more than 2 hrs.... than when he finally lack down le he saw me than he ehh... than i an chio n look at him side way lor... than he also like copy me n give me tat action n face.... ahhhhhhhhhhhh.... so hao qi you hao xiao n i shout... BA DAO... then he kana frighten by me n he jump a bit lor... than he look at me with a shock face n laugh... but... ahhhhh.... he really ba dao ma... hump...

than after tat i call him said take pics... than he orh... walk towards me n take... haha... :P...

pic tat we take... zhi pai zhao...

than done liao nt my problem... he walk off i still can seat there haha... no need move... good...
than after tat i i take a packet of golden troat sweet from my box... than wounder wan give him ma so end up call serene give dun said anything... she orh... end up...

serene:*pass sweet to jon* na jon for u de...
jon: orh...
serene: u knwo who give de ma??
jon: carol...

tis is wat i knwo from my tis so call nu er always sa bo mummy wan... than i was thinking hw he know i give de... dotz lor...

than after tat i go hereen shop as i bring serene to mrt station n lyn they all go kino buy things first n we was walking infornt of jon... than after tat, he infornt me waiting for traffic so i bu gan yuan i walk another side than i infornt of him again after walking past the traffic... than when he turn to another traffic i go hereen i saw his face black lor... thinking tat dunno y... than dun care...

so after lyn, jie min n elisa come we went eat n.y.d.c lor... wahaha... at there eat n chat than msg him ask him wan join ma... end up no reply from him... nvm i msg him said we finish le call him rest well... at least a reply said ok thanks or wat ma...

mei li mao lor... no reply... lyn said can use cane hoot le... cos mei li mao... zhen shi de...

ok la i stop here le... kindly go back to my previous blogging as i have upload another pic on as i forget... its almost the same pic but is taken by side view and also taken by serene... thanks

2006-06-26T01:41:00.000-07:00

hmm... well... i jus reach hm... after a meal at mac with lyn, jiemin n lyn sis... we seems like toking crap there... damn funny...

before tat we went to MDC well... for wat??? see lucify again lor... wahaha... but min went to find soul leh... bo bian lucify too many ppl le... haha... well, vics went home le so left the 4....

hmm... on the way go use lyn hp to msg him to said go eat supper than he said cannot he got to go frend chalet... ok... fine... next time lor... anyway we may have outing tis coming week lor... so dun care...

hmm... today they wear uniform.... but is ah beng uniform leh... all bad student nv tuck in de... but if tuck in very nan kan lor... but nv tuck in mean bad student so i mean them as ah beng uniform...

ok... wan take pic with them but all seems so busy n i think next time gt chance de la... so heck... ok... so i went to find bro kel... he kana stuck... n i was counting see he walk hw many step he gt to stop one time for a photo taking or sign something... then he laugh at my action he ask me wat i doing as i keep looking on the floor... one simple ans... counting hw many step u walk than u gt to stop.... starting is one than 2... than i no time count le... cos all fans start gather him than i also went kuku go find others.... when i walk one round to find lucify, hmm... gosh.... they are all so busy...

ok... fine... i back to bro kel... when i back to him, his fans is still as much as before... so i wait there with min n lyn n her sis.... we was there toking n kukuing... fine... we always gone kuku espically when the 3 of us are together or rather said as long as min are with lyn they both gone kuku i am only there responsible to laugh... after waiting n waiting, finally i can take pic of bro kel...

sunshine smile de bro kel...

ok... after bro kel... hmm... i went find... hmm... shinya... ya, right... shinya... i went to his there n he was busy toking n taking pics... than infornt of him i said take pics... tahn he jus pose... his bubble pose...

he like to use tis pose...

ok... after shinya... let's see... ok... i can u turn back to jon liao... see his there gt ppl ma... gt... is a lot... ok we wait... but i no need wait long... cos lyn they all call him i make use of the chace to take pic.... wahaha... i win le... than i quietly said u lose again than he said "tian sheng loser" ... (=.=") like real... than after tat i said i wan take his alone pic... he at there a lot of action... i wan take he keep doing those action... BTH... BU YAO RANG DONG LA... tis is wat out from my mouth.... n he stand there nv move... ok... its time for me to take le... n he seems like an chio lor... the worst things i said gd boy... gosh.... gt a lot ppl heard lor.... nexh so paiseh... he seems like an chio....

his look like an chio lor...

after tat i can run off le... i dun wan to get push by ppl lor... his fans so many... take liao dun faster run sometimes will get push de lor... after tat i back to corridoor to find serene they all n tok.... after awhile jon was out from the reception le... serene they all was there trying to stop him as all wan to take pic... i wan too but i saw someone was with him n when i almost give up tat time tat person went downstair.... n he was stuck by serene they all... good... time for me to take pic... i was seatting at there n he have to come pver in order to take pics... actually wan zhipai with him but jiaqi help me take...

ok... the pic turn out hmmm... ok lor... but finally he look darker than me for once... always so white wan.... tao yan... more funny things... i alone take, although he looking at the cam i looking at cos tat's my cam but there's another 3 using their cam n take dunno for wat....

finally i look whiter than him... My CHEEKS still look so CHUBBY..... ahhhh...

tis the pic one of the other 3 cam taking... by serene...

ok... than he have to rush off... than i shout jon enjoy... n he blur for a while tahn realise tat iwat i mean... haha...

ok... after tat as wat i said as before... we went mac for dinner n supper... than go hm... nw i wan koonz le... too tired... i today hyper until become jelly liao....

2006-06-25T15:38:00.000-07:00

ok... let's see... wat's the time for now... 3.38 in the morning... n wat the heck i am doing now when i am running a high fever now... gosh,,, hmm... my fever now is ... welll... jus now actually no more de suddenly back again... let's see... mummy wan me to take now... hmm... 38.9... ok... going to be 39... congrats to me.... n later i am going down to MDC... ok... good...

lucky mummy going work at 5.30 so nvm she wun know... but... haiz... daddy leh... he nt working now sia... than me wan sneak out also a bit hard.... hmmm... later will have ways de... no worried... n sure after another hr my fever will gone for chop de...

ok... i bo liao... nth to do... gt a poker card tat specially i use to so called "suang ming" everytime de... n tis card cannot use to play becos it will be bu zhung after u play with it... so tis is my special card to suang love de...

ok... i now nth to do so i went to suang abt me n him as i am in a confusion of whether me n him possible ma... haha... so kuku lor me... funny... ok... than i forget wat i ask liao... hmm...

oh ya... ok... i ask the porker card whether i will be with him n said tat whether there's a possible ma... so i use his short name la...

n well... turn out to be...

ohh... gosh... triangle love... u see the 3 As

n its so directly lor... he was jus below me tat card... ok.. so the As tat below beside me de actually is third party n tat actually is his frend or rather called brother lor... than its liek me n him have a part for some....

ok... after continue open some more card... the gosh things come... my qing di also can so called the gal third party... n qin di can be my frend so sister lor... sian diao...

the qing di is trying to jio him lor... they are frend... as the both card are near...

ok... see teh red As tat near his card... so sian lor... n well... the boy thirdly was jus below my card n its means he will wan jio me lor... sian lor.... so fan...

so i have to continue to open more card to kill all tis disagree ppl n qing di away... n finally... i did it...

the end up is... the guys n the person i like is frend n i am the gal third party is frend... u see...

n i found a card haven take off... n once the Qs take off the both As have to take off as its near...n my card n his card is together...

i still think its nt right as actually the two As cannot take off de... cos before take of is like the qing di is beside my card n the gal qing di is beside his... but if skip card ok... so i feel so bad lor...

than i mess all card the chop again... than mess again... than i wish to the card n ask... i wan to know the real... whether we will be together or nt... in the future or maybe anytime... n i used his full name as serene tell me lor... muck... thanks to her i can play with it...tis the last time i wan to play... cos i feel liek sleeping as the medicine make me feel sleepy le... keke...

than after chop the card i open... n its shock me...

really shock....

shock ma??? there's prove ok... i open... its his card beside n the rest of the card is untouched... gosh lor... dunno should happy or should laugh... a bit kuku le... but really shock me... than i continue play... until last card...

ending...

u can see tat the two third party is very far apart us n also them self... so means the two third party wun be together they got another bf or gf...

hmmm... ya... jus feel today playing is the surprise from last time i play... i always dun have any nice end up lor... if nt must be a lot of fong lang than can get to be with tat person... his the first time i play open is his card liao.... shock me sia...

ok... i BTH le la... the med make my eyes wan close... dayddy also nagging said go koonz... cos if io dun koonz nw mumy also cannot koonz awhile more cos i fever she need took care of me jie nt at hm.... so i koonz le... nite everyone...

2006-06-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

wa.... super tired... 34 hrs bo koonz le... wa liao... damn tired lor...

morning go to plaza singapura there que for the 933 concert.... than no que... kuku things... than at mac there tok to stella, weifeng n wei fang... abt 8.30 like tat wawa come... ahh... she so cute lor.... blur blur de... haven wake up like tat.... after a while she woke up le... haha... so cute...

than we tok a lot or... she damn funny lor... than i tell her tat shinya blur blur de... than she said he always very serious de... u tell him joke joke he will said i am serious lor dun joke ok... hahahaha.... damn cute n funny lor... espically when she act like shinya...wa liao... cannot tahan la... kaoz... i jus kept laughing lor... than she said vic play with shinya tat fooling games he take off the hand too fast le la.... must slower ma...

damn funny de lor.... than at there tok a lot... than when finally can go there que le... than we when to the queing place n tok... than wawa saw the zhang jing xuan she duper hyper sia... jump n jump... so cute lor... than we tok n laugh... a lot... than said a lot... than when abt 2 i went off with wei feng n wei fang to meet huishan to go for n interview....

than i finally realise tat huishan is so damn funny n cute lor... she duper active sia... n also duper cute man... like her a lot... mostly nv comminucate much with them until today... than realise tat they all damn cute n funny...

well after the interview we wnet back to plaza singapura lor... when we was there so many ppl already there n i dun intend to went back to the place i que in morning... i give up my place lor... than min n mea acc me... we was at the side... than saw lucify go toilet... ahhh... saw bro kel le la... hehe... than vics saw me n i wave n he gt wave back... bro kel look bu shuang lor... than jon n shinya at the back dunno tok abt wat, keep laughing... jon look super ah beng... min said he really look like gu hou zai... wahaha....

than when we go long john eat i was thinking fo something include i know something from some ppl than i feel very bad n stress lor...

haiz... dun care la... dun wan said so much...

at here... thanks wawa for the morning joke n tok... really fun lor...

than thanks huishan for the fun n tok during the interview time...

than... thanks melon for helping me recording the concert things for me... seems like very funny...

hee... thanks everyone for being my frend.... i enjoy a lot sia.... in the future no matter wat, still must stay i touch ohh... hee...

2006-06-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

whooo... 8 plus... nan de i am at hm... well... jus now go to mdc with serene they all... min also join us... me tak chole there... haha... she very nervous lor...

ok... we was there abt 3 plus lor.... than we at the corridoor there tok... than some body shout... "misaki come le'... actually is bro kel come le la... so funny lor...

than we was upstair looking at hw bro kel get bao wei... really is bei bao wei lor... haha...

than zhaoyi come up... than i she ask... hey tis bag u give him de hor... than i look n said... ehhh ehh... he gt bring leh.. than i said min faster see... kel bring de bag le... haha.... his birthday present we gave him he choose himself de....

the bag...

eee... so nice..,.. i liek the bag a lot also lor... nehx... jiemin they alll also said nice... haha

than after awhile we chat more... than... suddenly ppl shout misaki come... than serene gt one frend call belicia scream n i kana shock n also scream... siao lor... scare me... than she go down n take pic than i continue at upstair n see lor...

than bro kel at tis time rush up n said oh yes... its time for me to run before i get baowei again... than he keep said quick quick its time for me to run off... than he come up n i said bro kel take pic... with chloe la... not me... than he said quick i only gt few second...haha... so funny...

than after taking he go off... than we call chloe go down n take pic with shinya... than i tell shinya she first time come shinya said hi... haha... than she wan take ic with him but he busy la... than we wait... than while we waiuting chloe pinch me lor... dunno for wat sia... some more twice lor... pain leh... kuku her... i box her ar... so kuku...pinch me.... than i dun wan frend le la... *pout* pinch me... than finally her turn to take with shinya... after take we chiong back to teh corridoor there cos we scare we will get push by ppl once jon wan to go up...

when we was up stair chatting we saw him get baowei than we said must take down zheng ju u know... than we take...

the first no much ppl...

than... hehe... start to have ppl le... wahaha....

haha... see... we gt zheng ju he always kana bao wei by gals... than we continue chat lor...

than i saw him sign things for ppl n he like suddenly stop n continue... when he return tat person he look up or... than he smile like tat :) ... than i was like... gosh... than i wave to him than he like tat :D... with the sunglass on.... gosh lor...aww... he's cute nehx... he really look good lor... kaoz... he almost melt me liao...

ah... he wan melt me to be his fans ar.... eee.... dun wan la... *pout* be his fans very xin ku n kong bu wan leh....

but he really almost melt me lor... so tao yan.... aiya... i stop here liao... gt things to do...

2006-06-17T23:45:00.000-07:00

ok... let's see... wat's the time now... hmm... woo... its really early today.... ya... today we celebrate BrOTHER KEL BIORTHDAY.... hehe... we didnt get tix for the recording... so we jus go down celebrate n also i go help wawa buy cake for kel... ya... they celebrate kel's birthday...

bro kel seems happy...

than i was at upstair... when i look down i saw kel toking to vics... n vics take the cream n put on kel face... n... kel also trying to do the same back... they are damn cute lor... vics runs off from kel after putting cream on his face... ya... n... when he runs off the cream tat kel trying to make on him drop onto vics shirt n i tot is pants... i run down n tell vics but he cant find but jiamin found it on the shirt... n he... trying to take the cream off...

well... we all was there toking seeing hw jon's was gather by the gals... haha... damn funny... some more he wear pink... than tat lyn call him wat... pinku pinku, wat... strawberry princess (cao mei gong zhu) n wat... zhong hua yin xiong due to his hair... wa liao... damn funny lor...

than,.. the first stime i saw him sweat... i tell lyn they all take pic of his shirt tat patch of sweat... haha... wan see??

he sweat a lot...

haha... its seem like a shape lor... wahaha... ok la... dun disturb too much...

than i jus seat on the chair n look lor... well... than i realise tat one bag was below me... n i ask... whose de... its seems so familiar to me... than i realise tat its belong to our mr jon... oh ya... he can jus throw his bag down there...

well... when he come back i said i wan throw his bag into dustbin he said dun la... i very ke lian liao leh... wahahaha.,.. when i heard i almost ask him... are u trying to mean tat u are kelain by kana bao wei... haha... so funny lor...

than bro kel ask me... u wan go where sia... eat roti prata again ar... haha... i almost shout lor... tot he jio us go makan... but he said he wan go hm he tot we jio him... dots lor... than all said go hm la...

well... than i wait for them... than i found tat jon bag gt cream... gosh... the bottom of his bag are cream lor... i should kill vics n bro kel off for playing cream there... than i use my hand n wipe off... than min said she gt tissue so i take from her n wipe it than use another wet tissue to clean it... than after tat, jade de terrence n xiao long come... they drive lor... than jon went off with them... think they stay near... before he went off i request for one pic take he a bit rush lor...

see... really look so rushing...

haiz... cant blame la... he really rush lor... than when he rush off... bro kel also very fast went off with us but there a bunch of gals follow us lor... he very ke lian sia...

when we on cab we was asking him his there de mac isit 24 hr de... he said dunno... than we said think of going eat de.. than we ask him whether he wan ma he sound so scared n said he wan go hm leh... go la... sound so scared of us for wat saia... like we also ki siao de fans like tat...

kuku bro kel... dotz him lor... hope he dun think we siao fans la... if he think like tat i cry n let him see sia...

k la... stop here....

2006-06-12T01:19:00.000-07:00

wa... soo tired... jus come back from mediacorp... so kuku lor... all so busy... see le sian...

than i was there watching all of them taking pics lor... tat serene kuku... beside him still said... ahyi u seems very cool hor... of cos la... than u expect i gt wat reaction sia... see him take pics with two gals like kiss him on cheek nt cool than wat???

angry?? no lor... tat's nt my style... he also nt my who... no need to be jealous or wat lor... n even he is someone to me... being jealous is a bit childish la... so cares... as if i will really care abt him lor...

than i saw him finally lack down le... wan take pic de... than suddenly he gt fans go up to him again... sian diao... wan give up le la.... than i tell serene help me take if can la... so i tot tat its impossible to take with him le... than my cute gal... help me...

serene: misaki~~ carol yao pai zhao (carol wan take pic)

jon: Huh?? Oh... calor... calor lai... calor calor...

(i was thinking since when my name from carol become calor le)

than when i wan walk towards him i kana stuck cos gt ppl infornt so i stop... than he saw me still at the same place he said : calor lai~~~

(mi: ==")

ok... i ren shu... i squeez towards him when i am on the way to him he take use of the time take with other... than when i reach i wait quietly lor... than when he turn i am jus beside n he jus bend down abit to take with me...

kuku serene... take so near... u see la... course us to look like zhi pai... but i like his style for tis... very nice....

here the pic... keke...

gosh lor... really very near... k la... i wan stop here le...

2006-06-04T03:34:00.000-07:00

hmm... let see... so long nv updated... wat's the time now??? 3 plus... jus came home after bathing think of updating the blog.... hmmm... but now a bit tired lor...

i have been more than 33 hrs didnt koonz le.... so tired lor... y so long bo koonz??? cos of tat stupid sentosa concert tix... i go there que in the morning n wait than tat person come almost when i go to work... than jiemin they all take over me... than i rush to work... wa liao... at the work place almost koonz... so tired lor... lucky morning no much ppl...

during work receive a lot of calls lor... n i have been calling n smsing too .cos wan to cmf everything there are fine.... finally wait until 2.45... i rush all the way back to cine the queing place... wa... when reach there, wawa they all already there... than serene they all saw me first words is "ah yii~~~" ... dotz lor... nvm...

than after taking tat tix we went to eat japanese food... than i still saw one batch of tix there... so kuku de.... if i know i dun go there que le lor... so tired... but que le que le lor... no choice... than min, lyn n me went eat the japanese food lor... than min n lyn from there getting closer... y??? cos they getting kuku together... they 3 of us laugh like pengz at the place where we having lunch lor... they all dunno hw come end up toking abt jon...

wa liao... make me laugh until i full lor... stomach pain lor... cannot tahan them.... keep saying him lor... i laugh like pengz... after the lunch i went back work... a bit tired lor... but still chiong for the sales...

FINALLY reach 5.30... chiong all the way home... reach hm... bath... finish bath?? change into the clothes tat same design n colour as jiemin... than after tat rush out to mediacorp... i went with lyn... than at there we saw a lot fans... but who cares... get use to it le... than see the superband ppl all get gather by gals fans... sometimes i feel like laughing at them... cos its look funny... ya funny... its nt funny at all la... but i jus feel so funny...

than me n lyn was waiting for a kuku guy to finish his entertianing n tell us wat's next... he so busy lor... than i so tired... so i tell lyn said i go to another side n seat there rest i cannot tahan... so i darg my feet there n close my eyes while walking... lyn behide me calling me dun walk so fast but i jus know i wan to reach the place ASAP lor... than when i reach i heard someone behide me, i open my eye n turn n look... yes... its mr jon... he was there smiling...

than the first words he give is "wo zhua dao ni le" than i jus hide behide lyn... lyn said tis nt call zhua its call guang ming zheng da saw me lor... haha... so funny... than i jus keep quiet n seat down... than he said... huh?? u angry ar?? than i said: no la... i very tired leh... 33 hr bo koonz liao... than he ask y?? so lyn said i went to que for tat kuku concert tix thingy but the tix end up left a lot... so kuku... than he was surprise lor... than he told us to take cab off first... if he take same cab as us sure very wired de... than we said we go radio gate wait he walk up towards the gate n find us... who knows... thoes fans follow him... he go stop bro kel to get our number end up bro kel also kana stuck...

than i call serene pass him a note serene help me pass to him n he said ok... than me n lyn go take cab... after tat when we was on the cab he give me a call... i pick up le than he said he was at radio gate i stunned... than i found tat the uncle dive him through radio gate to chinatown... so kuku... than i call him tell uncle people parks complex the uncle stop him at ppl's park centre... to cause the 3 of us n him at different place... so i call him n cmf with him than know he at OG there...

run all the way to where he is while toking on the phone with him... he said: i saw u le... than i huh?? where... n i look infornt n saw him... carry his things... than when we met each other he was scolding the taxi uncle... haha... so funny than tell me something... haha... but the things he said is true la... his tone sound a bit angry so i tone down n ask him wan me to take for him, than he also tone down... so nice... than lyn n tat jiemin... infornt of the both of us keep laugh non stop... throw me behide with him... WAT THE.... so gang ga lor... than i tell him they take him as joke for sure... he jus reply ohh... than nth le... so we all walk all the way to the place tat we having supper...

we go order porridge for him... he wan peanut cuttlefish porridge than i said ohh... so lyn, min n me went to order but i order only lyn n jiemin went buy drinks n went back... when i order i found out they only gt cuttlefish porridge than bo bian went back to jon n tell him he so busy toking on the phone... than i quietly wave to him... than he ask wat i tell him no peanut lor... than he said than cuttlefish porridge can lor... so go back again...

after order i went back n seat down he still toking n lyn they all was laughing n i jus drink my drink... than after the porridge come we all start eating n chat lor... i dunno y la... nv tok... jus eat maybe too tired... after supper... kuku lyn... give him see the cert min create but very fun lor... than he really sign...

than after tat... help him have a small massage lor... he seems like very "xiang shou" lor... hehe... gald tat he like... than after tat we take pics... hehe... take one he alone de... another one me n him... haha... so fun... he said to me: i let u take my pic dun let her(lyn)take lyn make funny face on him... haha....

here are his pic... alone de....

than me n him...

than we continue tok lor... i nv tok much but i was laughing the things he complaning abt...

after tat when we wan to go home tat time he share cab with min i share with lyn than i tell him something tat make him stunned n surprise... n he said its nt normal... than lyn n jiemin laugh lor... so paiseh but i also laughing la...

than on the way hm i go tell lyn... through out the supper i found him stari8ng at me... dunno y... maybe think too much... nvm... i go koonz le....

2006-05-29T19:10:00.000-07:00

wa... wat's the time now?? 7.10AM?? wat the heck am i doing so early when i have to work at 10?? siao liao... later gt work sia... haiz... nvm la... koonz ba liao... since 12 until now... enough la...

aiyoz... two days ago was like.,... shit... kuku de... fever, flu plus sorethroat... cannot tahan... at work going faint soon... than after work rush to mediacorp... wa liao... at there so nt feeling well lor... inside mediacorp also cannot tahan... feel like fainting than serene, jiaqi, denise n fion keep helping me...

Gals thanks for the help... paiseh make u all worried....

after recording its still early so dun feel like go home at there wait for them come out than jiamin ask me go hm early if nt well... haha.,.. thanks for the concern...

after tat go eat supper some more...wa liao... eat roti prata... haha... very fun lor....

when reach hm go tok to "him" than he ask said i got go mediacorp mah... he nv saw me... haha... of cos cannot saw me la... i so sick n was like seatting on the floor...

than we tok n said a lot things lor... wahaha... very fun la... than a lot things we say than wa liao... shhh... i dun wan said out... hehe...*evil smile*

[TO COOLSTER GANG]

suyu: gal its seem so long we last chat.. hmm... i only know wat happen to u abit as i nv really read all of u all de blog... u take care ok... anything call me...

yengling: ling ar... dun stress ar.... stress for wat sia... jus treat it normal lor even its harder than last time.... dun stress ok...

weihao: u ar NS dunno good ma... take care ar... dun create joke inside lor...

vanessa: hw u?? after ur birthday we nv meet le... hope u are fine...

Shiyun: gal how u nowdays?? its seem so long liao nehx... hopw everything go fine...

k la.... i go bath n than go work liao... late liao le la...

2006-05-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

wa... so sick... hmmm... 2 plus... still ok... i am sick... fever... sorethroat... headache... super sick... but than still... went to the superband recording after work... mummy know sure kill me off de...

after superband, we go find brother kel ask him wan go eat supper... than he said go near his house there eat than min saw us n msg me n said we go eat with him ar i reply ya...

ok... when we reach his house there than i realise tat he live so near me... well... some more we same surname so coincidence.... haha... than we eat roti prata... than we eat n chat bro kel eat quietly n he very fast finish le... ok... fine... than we tok after we finish... than he tok a lot of rubbish lor.... laugh like hell... kaoz... he complaning abt someone lor... haha... than we know the someone zhen mian mu.... wahahaha.... so funny...

thanks to bro kel we was laughing like pengz.... than i take his pic while his mum call...

hello, mum... at house downstair eat la....

after hung off... bro kel... look here!!

than he self take... dun let him see... i nv delet... wahaha...

than last pic... he act cute.... but really cute lor...

hehe... we having so much fun there lor.... really enjoy thanks to bro kel... i from sick also recover le... than when reach hm i online... he saw me online ask me dun wan sleep ar i said later lor... who knows jon also online than chat with him lor... ok... time now is 4 plus... i really need go koonz le... cos i got work later...

2006-05-26T03:31:00.000-07:00

ehh... wat's the time now?? hmm... 3.31 am... whoo... win liao... later work 9.30am de still mai koonz... no choice la... gt tag there saw suyu said must update so come update lor... lol...

hmm... maybe tok about pass 1 week de ba... since i so long nv updated... hmm... last week said tat lucify is out... so sad... than REVIVAL ROUND... THEY ARE BACK... SWEEEE.... so duper happy...

than after tat so happy for them sia... ok... before said they get in.... on sunday 21 may, they have a meet n greet n lido than lyn, jiemin n me... we are late we take cab... when we reach in time lucify turn... haha... fun... than the meet n greets is like so short lor... than we so pek chek haha... than gt the bust top deck the promote them... than we said must see them... than our cab fare 4 bucks each than "wu hua" wahahhaah...

than wait for 1 hr finally saw them than we went to the kopitiam opp cine de there seat n makan... their bus will pass by there... n we was saying tat we calculate hw many round they go n how much our cab fare worth... haha... they went 4 round means one round 1 bucks divide by 5 of them 20 cent each... hahahaha....

than when we was waiting for their bus... tat lyn... haha... she saw the singapore idol board than all our rubbish is out... wahahahahaha... laugh non stop than some more laugh until full my rice also waste... than laugh until when superband bus pass us the "jade" de members keep looking at us... haha... but cant help laugh non stop...

than when they go off we all went home lor....

pass few days tok to "him" on msn... haha... than tok tok than said starting know them dun dare tok to them than serene they all also said me gentle gentle de... but after know long... waahahhahaha... then he reply orh.... i tot u wenjing 1
very homely person.... hahaha... correct al... homely is becos ma alone at hm nia...

the next day ask hw come gt tat kind of thinking he said i give tat impression... so cute n funny lor... lol... than i tell him said no la... he ahven see how i play... than he said he means tat my pattern is like those sort very caring 1... haha...

aiya... dun said too much abt our conversation...

i almost wan faint n bang wall liao... mostly tot tat we both look like couple... tat serene n jiaqi they all... ahhhh.... can i go kill them??? wat we look like bf gf... dotz... i faint nehx... than lyn said... tat photo course the mistaken la... hahaha... faint ar... than jean said tat we gt teh couple look... we both dun look a like... like my face look abit chubby but mine n his face seems to match lor... =.=

ahh... faint ar... she said our face jus match... is like.... diao... really look like mah??? kaoz... he nt my real bf nia if nt i happy... own bf n myself look couple... happy like hell... but bad he is nt yet ppl say we look like... dots....

k la... stop here go koonz le... tml work morning... can die... must come tag tag oh... or give comments also can... hahaha....

2006-05-16T04:24:00.000-07:00

haiz... jus now bring ball ball gt cut his nail than he struggle than the ppl cut his hand than bleed n the blood drop onto me... kaoz... see liao almost cry.... so heart pain lor... his hand n leg is blood lor... wa liao... a bit cannot take it than jiejie end up give up lor.... kaoz...

haiz... monday.... haiz... jus now see the result was like... haiz... brust out crying lor... shock mama... jialat... she n jie still tell me nvm la... they gt one more round right... kaoz... like tat also can....

haiz... so sad lor... itsss so unfair.... hump.... where gt like tat de.... everytime de good one out than the nt good one in... haiz... unfair lor... 70% audience 30% judge... i prefer 70% judge 30% audience lor.... haiz.... dunno wat channel U thinking....

hehe... today know a lot of new frends sia... all chat on msn... so fun... although nv meet before but all is like sooo friendly... so fun....

until now dun wan sleep later no need kun liao... still gt to go teach my frend do sushi sia... wan to make for her bf eat than call me help... kaoz... gt bf always so good de la... can cook for them... i jus gt to cook for family nia... hahaha... but hor my tat nephew... eat all my cookies up... win liao... next time bake more liao... but cannot eat too much la... cookies course soft throat... haiz... later jie start nagging again... no choice cant sleep...

haiz... stop here ba... go do other things...

2006-05-14T01:17:00.000-07:00

haiz... jus come back from recording.... super tired lor.... haiz.... when heard the result was like stund lor....

haiz... should be nth la... dun worried too much lor....

recording finish at 10 plus lor haha we all bo liao nth to do wait for them coming out take pics... they so busy lor....

call them carried the cow softtoy tat wan go ride on it... god~~~.... i wan hug to sleep de leh.... haiz... nvm la.... forget it... haiz than tat jon... haiz... go press the cow... soo se lor... tat's my cow is counted a gal lor still press sooo paiseh... but all enjoy his entertian la... i see le also wan laugh... so funny....

aiyo... end up i also dun wan go near le... they so busy....when they take group starting ok ok la... than after a while i dun wan take le i went to a side n wait than slowly i saw their face start change... too tired le still have to entertian us... haha... their gal also waiting for them lor.... haha....

haiz... than after tat go home... reach home bath updated lor... finish liao sleep...

2006-05-13T03:03:00.000-07:00

hmm... now is 2.43 am... 13 may but i am updating about 12 may things la... hee...

today went out with jiaqi n fion... go do board again... yesterday also go do but too tired nv updated.... dunno the board ok ma... although all agree ok but still worried... haha.... no choice la... dun do board offent ma... some more art nt very good...

aiya... tired... now while baking cookies use the time to update... haiz... was like... aiya... dunno how said nehx...

hmmm... k la... is like... too boring le lor than nth to do so was actually think of go clean my frendster the inbox de.... than delet delet delet than saw that time the msg i msg him... n was like... hmmm... saw the mail he reply me... than like... "tan wan" lor so is like nth to do nehx... also thinking of go to msn search see gt tis mail or nt lor... but like sooo unlucky tat the msn search only go by interest de so actually like think nvm lor... than saw the add contact so see... curious can kill a cat... its right de.... now i too curious n i killed myself lor... wahaha....

aiya... tot tat he wun know or saw mah... than is like nvm lor go add contact as long as i dun click finish n i click cancle can le... who knows... aiyo... put liao click next than saw the msn there right must wait for the person approve n u can send the person a msg so i think tat maybe tis email is right de... n think tat wan to cancle de so he dunno lor.... nnn... who knows... who really knows ar... before i click cancle a window pop up n i wounder who's tat since like no frend is tat nick so faster click cancle n went to see the person email n.... to my surprise is his mail....

GODD~~~.... U must be joking with me.... ahhh... i nt proposely de la... i jus curious n jus playful ma... sobz sobz.... like tat god punish me liao... wa kaoz.... where gt like tat de... unfair... i wan kan yi la.... sobz sobz.... god ar.... y u wan sabo me la... i jus playful n curious ma.... *~*

haiz... make until i "ku xiao bu de" nehx.... than jiejie was like over the web cam laughing n said aiyo add le add le lor... jus dun care lor... than think think ok la... dun disturb him can liao... add for nice lor... haha... like very bad leh... but no choice ar... also nt very farmiliar with him also nt said very close also ar...

the me he saw is jus half of my zhen mian mu sia... dun think he know my partten la.... only u all know lor... wahaha.... dun blurt out ar... shhh.... me now is still the gentel me... maybe long liao different liao or... can play like siao... wahaha... no la...

aiya... dun said le la... go continue bake my cookies le than go bath n oror... tml gt to wake up early sia...

2006-05-10T23:53:00.000-07:00

whooo... today last day of work le... than go find new jobs.... hehe....

last day still so busy sia... when reach there was like.... oh my god... so many stock... some more new watch...

eee.... tat winnie the phoo sooo cute... i decieded to buy one n wear... wahaha.... but go home sure get scold de... mummy sure ask me why buy since i dun use to wear watch... but its cute lor....

heck la... tml go office buy....

hee... tml wan go lucify board le.... if nt like last week th to hold i will die de... so high than hand nth... siao la... hehe.... nvm.... i tis time go do than this coming recording if gt go gt things hold liao....

hope we do successfully la....

wa.... go bath than go sleep liao... if nt tml over slept ar....

2006-05-09T00:15:00.000-07:00

whaa.... reallly sweat sia.... jus now the result show... i cant imagine tat they have to go through the second last round.... kaoz....

starting first round get in slowly second roun than 4th round.... really sweat.... so scare sia... but must have confident in them.... cos they have improve a lot sia...

whooo.... than see liao... so happy they get in.... wahaha.... mummy was like laughing at me said u look so worried.... they also nt energy....

hump.... chou mummy... like tat said me... energy is energy la... lucify is lucify.... so different some more i at lucify there more high than i at energy there.... haha....

aiya... so happy sia... they get in le... phew.... no problem wan la....

go sleep le... tml work 9.30 sia dun sleep will die de....

2006-05-08T00:40:00.000-07:00

wa... jus came back from mediacorp.... so fun sia....

today dunno y so high.... high dunno wat... haha.... jiemin like very stunned i so high, than she said i siao liao.... seems like at energy there i also nv so high before neh.... haha... siao liao...

after the recording we wait outdside the reception the corridoor there wait for them... when they come out infornt there gt fans stop them than after thoes fans we stop... haha... no choice... wan take pics ma... so fun to take pic n tok to them... haha...

than after tat we all wan go home liao... on the way walk out take cab tat mummy called... ask me wan go home le ma... eat le ma... tell her on the way she said ok... than she ask eat le ma tell her go 85 market da bao she said cant hear i speak louder she also said cant hear until i pek... shout over the phone said something wrong with her phone ar... than totally forget misaki is beside me... until angeline said shhh... than realise.... so paiseh... wa liao... than faster said sorry to him... kao... mummy la... make me so paiseh....

when reach home go da bao ba chou mee than go home... when reach home first things is... mummy u make me so paiseh sia... than i tell her she laugh... kao... she win liao....

haiz.... dun care her le la...

go sleep liao.... nite nite

2006-05-06T23:57:00.000-07:00

whoo... today gt outing with lucify... almost tot i dun need go liao... cos nv receive any msg or mail from them said where to meet... lucky at 2 plus one of them reply me said meet where....

i late 1 min so paiseh... than we go suntec MARCHE eat... than know new frends n we all seat together... whoo... lucky business need to learn Dinning manners... than we eat chicken leg n mashed potatoes... than i saw them cut until very difficult like tat help them all cut than at there we keep laughing... we are the only table so noisy becos of me la... tok rubbish... haha...

than a lot... of things lor.... very fun... dun wan said too much... but they seems to like tat instant camera alot... haha....

hee... stop here ba... tml gt to go mediacorp watch superband recording....

Thanks to wawa give the tix.... hee...

2006-05-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

today off sia... finally... whoo... go back school find yengling they all than we go tampines mall eat... than eddie, pearl n me get out of the lift at level 3 n we walk pass yamaha... hee... jus wan see see nia...

Tat stupid eddie... bring pearl in n tell him i outside... lucky i run... he saw my back view nia... haha...

after we eat i alone at tampines mall shop they all go home... i shop until mama come lor... she so long sia... than when i get her we both walk walk here n there... hehe... than jiejie called from arizona... whoo... miss her sia... the time past so fast sia... already 2 mths past since she go....

than we buy a lot things again... than jiejie gt her CPF money she called ppl pass me her bank card as the person come back to spore for somethings... than she give me hundred dollar lor... haha...

2006-05-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

today at work place found tat my hairstyle look funny... than found tat actually my upper layer shoter will be nicer n will look more jap style... than again go cut...

after cut.... yes... this is wat i wan... but the fringe... haiz.... loook so wired...

after cut than go home... mummy didnt even realise i cut sia... haha... after awhile than found it... haha... blur mummy...

yeah... tml no need work... happy sia...

k la... go sleep le....

2006-05-03T23:50:00.000-07:00

waa... sooo tired... now than reach hm... today work morning sia... than tiffany(my senior) change shift with me... hehe... change with her... nth to do...

before go work... go cut hair hair... well... actually think of jus trim de... than trim liao the hairstylise said ur hair so xi... very good leh... good mah?? dunno... but i very protect my hair la... haha... protect until soft soft...

than come back hm bath than go work... at first like no ppl... until night... wa liao... suddenly so busy... can faint leh...

than 2 gals n a guy buy the kitty watch from me... tat stupid watch some no batt i forget check... than they go paid liao n take the watch le.... after a while come back tell me cannot move... kaoz... i totally forget le la... siao liao... the gal dun seems to be nice lor... haiz...

lucky tat guy help me... he said to the gal said come down collect again if nt take liao send over to her country than the gal said ok n tat guy leave down his number....

after they go i start busy again... after a while... whoo... lack down le... finally... than anna tell me... hey tat guy hor jus now u serving is superband "JADE" shuan leh... than my first reaction is: HUH?? isit?? i dunno leh... haha... he gt leave his number leh...

than anna said ya its him lor.... than we both chat awhile than i went into the store room pack my place... kaoz.... my place in the store room is like sooo messy... headache leh... than faster pack a bit... whoo... lucy very easy pack lor... if nt die... when i was out of the room its time for takashimaya close le... wahaha... so right in time....

k la... stop here le....

2006-05-02T23:30:00.000-07:00

ahh... start my new blog... i think tis the third wan liao... haha...

hmm... today mama got paid than the CPF also give money liao she asked me wan buy clothes ma... hehe... today work until 2.30 can go buy liao... haha...

than meet her liao we go CK there buy some t shirt... than after tat we go baleno, than go eat at the food court than go to This Fashion buy my clothes... than we go tampines mall... happen to we go to popular buy some books... than when we wan go to NTUC we go take lift we pass by yamaha... haha... than i point inside... so coincidence tat i point on to someone back view n feel him so familiar... n i was thinking isit him... than when we walk towards the lift we have to walk to the back n when i look inside i saw someone... hehe... better dun said... but was surprise to see him there lor... haha...

than me n mummy when to NTUC n buy some things than at beauty spring there buy my things go watsons buy cosmetics...

after tat we take cab home.... when reach hm is like... soooo tired... than tat stupid ball ball still come play with me... wa... pang san liao la... than mummy was calculate how much i spend lor... wahahaha... i spend almost 250 nehx... whoo... soo much... i also nv buy a lot... hee... but already spend liao lor...

than now wan change hp... mummy said see wat i wan than see when she gt time go change with me.. wahaha...

yeah... thanks mummy... love u soo much... always buy wat i wan....